Well it seems that I am writing every two days instead of everyday. But honestly who's reading this beside me?
I'm sitting here eating venison jerky, drinking a Mountain Dew, and watching GAC country music videos (reading up on the culture... kidding). I just thought to myself that after watching Biggest loser tonight that the next time I watch it, it'll be in Texas. (BTW, not happy Justin went home)
So the last two days has been days or realization. It's scary but exciting at the same time when I am giving gas companies notice and cancelling cable. It's just a fun thing knowing I'm starting new somewhere. So I've been getting all our affairs in order. The house has been slowly transforming due to Mom Porter and Nicole helping pack-up and playing with Tildon. It's been great having them here and I know it's gonna be bitter sweet when I leave my family in a few days for Texas. But we did get skype finally set up tonight and tested it out. It was pretty neat seeing my parents and seeing Tildon interacted with the computer. It gives me a little peace.
Speaking of peace. Although I've been going crazy and feeling super stressed, small moments have been helping me realize everything will work out. I just went in and held my son and rocked him back to sleep. Seeing him peacefully sleep in his bed helps me to realize I need to slow down and enjoy this. I just love my family so much I don't want to disappoint or let them down.
Anyways, I'm out. Need to get some more stuff wrapped up before bed. Goodnight and Love to Ya'll (hehe I said something southern)
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